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Adrenaline Amphetamines Something to keep me from crawling under your bed again; watching you, watching her holding something that you never deserved. You crave her in your bed, like I savor this hole in my heart; I like it where it is. I like you where you are. At first, I thought I'd miss ALL of your good parts. But now I see; she showed me, that you would go that far.... Past the point of, what I meant to you; Past the point of, the right thing to do.

Why. Do I bother? Why. Can't I stop these images from reeling in my mind? Why. Do you taunt me with compliments and shallow flirtatious mockery? Why. Don't you notice how badly I ache for you to want me? Why. Is it so hard to say no to it? It; The unyielding craving that curdles in my veins for you. The numbing sting of disappointment that boils over my diaphragm and sputters through my chest. The almost and what ifs that scatter and creep down my cheeks, trying to escape these pointless weeps. The uncontrollable reality that expands and rolls between my memories, showing me that my intentions were never yours. I digress. I regress. I comp

What would you do? This question is for you... Hold on, let me rephrase; How would it feel? If I was the one who was bitter? What if What if I was the one who was lost without you? What if I was the one who left without a reason, without an apology. How would it feel? How would it feel if you couldn't feel anymore because of me? What if I had been the one to give up on us? What if I was the one who fucked you up....? Every day brings another answer when I wake to realize my dreams are just that, unreal. And every night brings another question as I slip away into paralysis. What if 10 years from now, no. What if one year from now... 6 months..

Under my skin Burning from within Where did it go? The peace Pieces of her Her soul No one knows No one knew What she would do What she would have done For him to say, to believe That she was the one Mist As it settles, I see your smile As it whispers I hear your voice I can barely recall Any of it, at all Just barely grasping Like the words On the tip of our tongues That we never quite said When we were too young To even know The peace Pieces of our soul Under my skin It burns from within Tears crawl down To comfort my lips The ones you once kissed In the mist Misty eyes of mine Maybe he will be there Maybe we will find The peace of mind

Tick-tock, tick-tock. He loves me, he loves me not. Tick-tock, tick-tock. Oh, forget me, forget me not.

It was a dark cold summer night when I saw you standing by the street light & you looked like a shadow of a soul; like someone I might have, may have known. His smile is adorable; the closest thing to wonderful. And his kiss is impossible. Wish we could have been something beautiful. It was a bright warm day when I saw him in the leaves that lay & he looked like an angel of grace; gave me something like, a new faith. My laugh was incorruptable, the closest thing to loveable. And my heart was untouchable. Wish I could have been something gullable. Then I would have believed you, then i would have thought to hold yo

Intro: Woke up this mornin' to cool breezes & a warm smile What could be better, darlin'? then laying here with you for a while? Nothing, you say not a single thing--- will change how i feel about this love 'Cause you give me butterflies you keep me toungue-tied you pick me up when im down--- whenever you're around you give me strength to be the real me and thats all i need Nothing, I say not a single thing--- will change how i feel about this love

I dont know what people spread around I dont know what your girl said to get you so down but, I know that you deserve so much more than her. Does she tell you, you have the prettiest eyes Does she tell you, your smile is so bright, so bright. Does she tell you, that you're the one everyone's jealous of. I dont think that she does, no You deserve something more something, something more than that and you can have more than that you can have it all just make the call i can give you what you want i will always do my best i promise im not anything like the rest so tell me, baby. tell me. whatdya want, do you want a change of

Chorus: Boy, you must think I'm crazy. But I'm head over heals. I need you, baby Can't explain how this feels. I wish you knew, how bad I want you. I wish I knew, do you want me too? Verse 1: Just don't know what to do Should I tell you the truth? Whats the hell's wrong with me? I'm losing my sanity. Someone call the doctor, please! Chorus: Boy, you must think I'm crazy. But I'm head over heals. I need you baby Can't explain how this feels. I wish you knew, how bad I want you. I wish I knew, do you want me too? Verse 2: It's hard to say that I love every little thing about you and it's hard to say that I'm okay, when I